SEMBREAK NA KO!!WOOHOOO!!!!

finally the sem's done! i will never see ROD ESTRERA's face again! yeeeeeyyy!!!! (for all comm people who intend to take up PUBLIC RELATIONS, never never get ROD ESTRERA..pahirap!)
anyway... ala lang.... SEMBREAK, HERE I COME!!!

labong chat.....hahahahaha...kapal ng mukha..as if i'm gonna chat with him again!


mostwantedguy_kitti: hi
moonwatcher18: hey there
mostwantedguy_kitti: ya
mostwantedguy_kitti: asl plz
moonwatcher18: 18 f qc
moonwatcher18: oops.. i'm 20 na pala.. ehheeh
mostwantedguy_kitti: ok
moonwatcher18: u?
mostwantedguy_kitti: u talk in english
mostwantedguy_kitti: ok
mostwantedguy_kitti: 23/m
mostwantedguy_kitti: i have pic inmy proflie
mostwantedguy_kitti: ?
mostwantedguy_kitti: see it soon
BUZZ!!!
moonwatcher18: where are you from?
mostwantedguy_kitti: u have seen it
mostwantedguy_kitti: iam from india
moonwatcher18: yup.. i saw it already..
mostwantedguy_kitti: u have seen it
BUZZ!!!
moonwatcher18: what's with the buzz?!?!?!
mostwantedguy_kitti: nooooo
mostwantedguy_kitti: u have pic? or cam
BUZZ!!!
moonwatcher18: none sorry.. just here to chat
mostwantedguy_kitti: ok
mostwantedguy_kitti: u talk me at night
mostwantedguy_kitti: ok
mostwantedguy_kitti: bye
mostwantedguy_kitti: okkkk
mostwantedguy_kitti: see eve

at 11 am i was at my living room with 4 strangers and my friend patricia. The strangers consisted of a gay guy, 2 guys who i think are gay and a girl who looks like a gay. (i'm so bad..) anyway, the gays were shouting at each other and the girl kept on shouting at them too.. labo... they were shooting a film for their film class..at my house! my untidy, old house... labo talaga..i left them after 15 minutes and went to school for more malabo things. got to school at around 12... our supposed meeting time.. my groupmate arrived at 1. ok lang.. then we went to valle verde to go to my other groupmate's house... cool ng bahay..nakakalula ang laki....then the malabo things started happening again.. josko..don't wanna write about it na.. it was a productive day...got to take 60 pictures out of my webcam pa..hahahhahaha anyways... if you wanna see the pics, click here na lang.. anyway,,,,yun.. till next time..

chat with ping tonight...

moonwatcher18: lam mo weird ako..
kunehong_malufet: medyo
kunehong_malufet: hahaha
kunehong_malufet: di nga
kunehong_malufet: bakit
moonwatcher18: ulol!
moonwatcher18: sumangayon ka naman agad!
moonwatcher18: hehehe
kunehong_malufet: what's wrong with being weird?
kunehong_malufet: masaya naman ah
kunehong_malufet:
moonwatcher18: hindi kse mahilig ako matulog dahil sa dreams.
moonwatcher18: aside from the rest, kaya lang ako natutulog dahil gusto ko managinip
moonwatcher18: ganun ka din ba?
kunehong_malufet: hindi
kunehong_malufet: dahil inaantok ako
kunehong_malufet: at kung pwede, ayoko matulog
kunehong_malufet: hehehe

i've always seen sleep as an escape from reality.
i get to love people in my sleep, i get to touch them, i get to hold them, i get to say things that would not be able to if i'm awake.

and...

i get to be slim and sexy in my dreams...

now that's escaping reality!

got this link from jenny's site. turruuu......






Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.

hell week!!!!!!!! eeeeeeekkkk!!!!!

wow, its been a while since i last got to post. anyway, i'm starting to get my life back. Somehow, it feels as though i have pulled back from a spring or something after that fight i had with my mom last sunday. I got caught lying to them about this 'lakad' i had saturday night (hmmm.... sino kaya dapat sisihin dun... ehehehe joke..) well, anyways, i finally got to tell her that i wasn't happy with my life. And for some reason, my mom didn't ask me right away why i wasn't happy, or what i was so unhappy about. On the contrary, she wanted to know what else i needed from them, being that they have given me all the things that i need. oh well.. but last sunday, in between wanting to kill myself and wanting to run away from home, i felt terrible for breaking this trust they had with me. i felt so small and because i had such a terribly huge ego, i just didn't know how to tell them that i was sorry i just went on kicking things and shouting like a stupid 6 year old. crazy me.
my parents are being extra nice to me now. (or maybe i'm just thinking it) and by god's grace, they didn't get my computer and they still let me use the car to get to school. i practically begged them not to take away those necessities from me.. especially now that i am so close to the sembreak. (although i am grounded till the sem is over...hehhhe)
yes, it feels as though i've sprung back to life. nothing's in its place yet but i feel i got my life back. i get to see my friends again. i get to hang out again. I get to blog again... i get all the workload of school again.. yes.. i am back..